I keep having...
...this weird, completely unattainable fantasy. I KNOW this fantasy is never going to happen but I still like to think about it. I guess to get my mind off the things that are going on here in the real world. I'm just so in love with The Idea I don't want to let it go. I'm not letting it get in the way of my REAL life, but when my mind wanders (as it so often does in the middle of a shapes and colors game with Anna) I like to go to my "Happily Ever After" Land and play pretend. I can even go so far as to imagine it actually HAPPENING and thinking of ways to make it happen. I come back to the Real World a little disappointed but at least I have a touch of hope thrown in there.
I like my fantasy world a lot. I do wish it would come true. But being a realist, I know better and am not counting on anything!
I like my fantasy world a lot. I do wish it would come true. But being a realist, I know better and am not counting on anything!