Feb 22, 2004 19:23
Okay I might sound fat for this post but it is pissing me off so i need to vent.
>>To Lauren: Graphic Language<<
We went to the bells thing today and all i have eaten all day is a bagel, a donut, and s few donut holes. that is pitiful. i am all shakey from the lack of sugar that i have in my blood. so im pissed off right now. we come home at like 6 and my dad isnt here, he didnt leave a note, and he took my little brother in the caddy. well he had to move his truck to get to the caddy so we know he went out to eat otherwise, he would have took the truck and not gone through the hassle. anyways, so we go back downtown to find my dad. we thought he would be at China Lin, the only place that he likes eating, and the only place that knows us by name. well we drive all the way down there (we live 15mins from rome) and he isnt there. my mom says 'im not going to eat out without him' so we drive all the way back home after we checked IHOP, Chili's, Panera Bread, and Kroger for the caddy. well now im pissed off because i know he is eating out and i have to eat my mothers nasty chicken which she has only cooked good once since i have known her (16 years) and i know i wont like it tonight because of the breading she put on it. so she tryes to cheer me up by making a salad too. all on the bus ride home from Atlanta, i told her i wanted a hamburger! Why would i want to eat some fucking chicken? I hate chicken! I could strangled a god-damnit chicken if i had one right now. sorry for all the cursing but it is what i feel like saying right now. I wanted some chinese or a hamburger, so she told me to PRETEND it was chinese or a hamburger, yea fuck that! Im so hungry but i dont want to eat her crap. I didnt want a fucking salad either! i want a damn hamburger! anyone who known me knows how much i love hamburgers and naturally dont care for chicken. To top it all off, chris isnt home for me to vent to him. i wonder where he went tonight? Life sucks, all i wanted was a fucking hamburger. When life gives you chicken... yea yea.
Wow! I feel a lot better, i think i will go piss my mom off by looking in the fridge for something else to eat and tell her i dont like chicken. I am pissed off!! My dad always goes out to eat when he is left at the ouse with just one of us! Stupid fat bastard! My mom always thinks about the family but my dad doesnt! GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!! I want to go outside and YELL!!!!!