Dear Alex...
My dearest Alexander "BB",
I find myself missing you. More and more each day. I wonder how things would be like if you were still alive. Would you have come back to the US to visit me? Would I have seen Germany and watched your favorite soccer team play? I miss you a lot. I miss my friend who knew what to say at exactly the right time and could take my mind off any problems I was having by singing "Because I got high". I wonder if I would have still made the same mistakes if I knew you were waiting for me and caring about me from afar. There's something that reminds me of you almost every day. I'm so happy to have had the time with you that I did. I'm glad I let you in my life and touch my heart like no one else has. I love you Alex and I hope someday, I'll see you again.
Love, Rachel "double-B"
I find myself missing you. More and more each day. I wonder how things would be like if you were still alive. Would you have come back to the US to visit me? Would I have seen Germany and watched your favorite soccer team play? I miss you a lot. I miss my friend who knew what to say at exactly the right time and could take my mind off any problems I was having by singing "Because I got high". I wonder if I would have still made the same mistakes if I knew you were waiting for me and caring about me from afar. There's something that reminds me of you almost every day. I'm so happy to have had the time with you that I did. I'm glad I let you in my life and touch my heart like no one else has. I love you Alex and I hope someday, I'll see you again.
Love, Rachel "double-B"