Sep 11, 2006 12:24
This feel ancient to me, but it's time I update. A spiral of emotions. Differnet phases. New people come, old people go. After two years me and my ex split. It got exhausting at the end. A lot of sadness and fighting at the end, but I don't regret any of it. I had good times and I gained a lot and it was a learning experience for me and hopefully for her. I don't talk to her that much anymore, after we broke up we talked quite a bit but now she just doesn't care that much I feel, which is fine, but i'll be the woman here for a sec and say it's a difficult transition, not even acknowledging her presence. However, not everything is glum ol chums. I've been more active with a multitude of things. Ice hockey has been good, plan on going to roller for the FIU team, which I hope goes through. Working at Sylvan, which is gay, but a job is a job, you just have to pick the one which is the least suckiest. Been writing for the FIU newspaper, and been more involved at the FIU radio station. I guess the biggest thing would be the internship I got on 105.9 FM at the Paul and Young Ron show. Been there for two weeks, and slowly i'm coming out of my shell, which is good. It's early but a lot of fun and I see the inside of big radio. I hung out with Oscar (my brother) in the summer, and that was great, I hadn't seen him in so long. Being able to be with him and my cousin and me getting killed by them in a honeywagon in Halo 2 was grand. I miss things like that mostly. Can't wait to see him back in October when we take a road trip from here to NYC and see tv on the radio. A lot of stuff I need to work on this fall, school being one. I have to make it an important role now. I've been extremely lazy with it. I'm gonna go read now for school tomorrow, so i'll be sure to update. Nice to meet you again old friend.