"Won't let the world weigh me down, 'cause I'm coming alive."
I never update. But i feel like writing a somewhat serious entry.. I look at life through someone else's eyes and not my own. I look at situations as not myself just as an innocent bystander. It makes things much better. I like to look at a problem or situation ( not necisarily my own) and analyze it in my head. I like to try to think of a solution to it or if there is no solution then a best way to deal with it. I get pleasure out of helping people with personal problems even if i just think about it to myself. Thats why I'm writing this. I guarentee that most of you had no knowledge of that. I want to help teenagers when im older because adults don't listen to them or they have no one to talk to. Thats why I want to take psychology as a major in collage. Its an area I would like to tackle as I grow older. College? I don't know yet. I haven't thought much about it. I might want to stay home or deffinitly say on the East.
Moving on to more things I'm thinking about, I think drugs are stupid. I think they are just an escape for something or a problem. Well some people would say " I just do it because I like it." Well thats fine. That could be right, or more or less wrong. I have friends that do it and dont. I think that Something inside someone makes someone have an urge to do or take a drug. Yes, I admit, i have smoked pot before and i cant find out why. And im not sure if I'll do much with it ever again. I don't think i would ever waste my money on such a thing, when i can get something else with the money. Drinking on the other hand. I couldnt really tell you much about. I don't drink that often, or rarely do it. But at work its real sad to see poor drunks that dont even know they exist much, come in and scrounge up change and bottles to return for a cheap six-pack. And thats how they live their life. All these things im talking about are just what im thinking about right now.
Have you ever put in a cd or record, or read some lyrics that give you more in return than just listening enjoyment? Music does that to me. Not all, but certain artists and bands really get to me in ways that i just want to shake their hand and personally tell them that their music has some inspiration to me. It's unbelieveable that people just like me or you can make up something so great to get out their feelings and inspire people such as myself. There are certain songs that i could just sit there and let my tears come out because they are beautiful. Sure, some of the songs could have fast guitar and drums and lyrics, But that doesnt mean its any less emotional than an acoustic song or band. The song doesnt even have to be about anything sad. Its just the way its sung, written, the way the music flows. It makes it so beautiful. I play music for myself. To satify my own self and not for anyone else. Sure, the expired isnt what I want in a band. I have other things that i want to do while im still a teenager playing music. Other projects i want to create and not just this one. Something with more meaning at the moment. And thats what I'm doing.
Its unbelieveable how far I've gotten and how much i've grown since middle school. I like getting older, wiser yet still have fun in more ways than another. I like the mood I am in and how i can say things and not keep it to myself this time. I'm sure you get these moments alot but I know i like them. Thanks for reading if you read this far. I could care less if you didn't read it or got this far.
-Tim
"Oh no. The curtains coming to a slow close. Pack up and go home. It's time to change. You're such a curious one. You don't have to try anymore."
Moving on to more things I'm thinking about, I think drugs are stupid. I think they are just an escape for something or a problem. Well some people would say " I just do it because I like it." Well thats fine. That could be right, or more or less wrong. I have friends that do it and dont. I think that Something inside someone makes someone have an urge to do or take a drug. Yes, I admit, i have smoked pot before and i cant find out why. And im not sure if I'll do much with it ever again. I don't think i would ever waste my money on such a thing, when i can get something else with the money. Drinking on the other hand. I couldnt really tell you much about. I don't drink that often, or rarely do it. But at work its real sad to see poor drunks that dont even know they exist much, come in and scrounge up change and bottles to return for a cheap six-pack. And thats how they live their life. All these things im talking about are just what im thinking about right now.
Have you ever put in a cd or record, or read some lyrics that give you more in return than just listening enjoyment? Music does that to me. Not all, but certain artists and bands really get to me in ways that i just want to shake their hand and personally tell them that their music has some inspiration to me. It's unbelieveable that people just like me or you can make up something so great to get out their feelings and inspire people such as myself. There are certain songs that i could just sit there and let my tears come out because they are beautiful. Sure, some of the songs could have fast guitar and drums and lyrics, But that doesnt mean its any less emotional than an acoustic song or band. The song doesnt even have to be about anything sad. Its just the way its sung, written, the way the music flows. It makes it so beautiful. I play music for myself. To satify my own self and not for anyone else. Sure, the expired isnt what I want in a band. I have other things that i want to do while im still a teenager playing music. Other projects i want to create and not just this one. Something with more meaning at the moment. And thats what I'm doing.
Its unbelieveable how far I've gotten and how much i've grown since middle school. I like getting older, wiser yet still have fun in more ways than another. I like the mood I am in and how i can say things and not keep it to myself this time. I'm sure you get these moments alot but I know i like them. Thanks for reading if you read this far. I could care less if you didn't read it or got this far.
-Tim
"Oh no. The curtains coming to a slow close. Pack up and go home. It's time to change. You're such a curious one. You don't have to try anymore."