can u keep up??
today = sooo boring..
everytime ive been talking to charlie its sort of like blah blah blah!!! it sounds like he doesnt want to talk to me.. but wutever.. i mite be going to fair lawn sunday cus he needs to help me study for chemistry test monday cus im gona fail miserbaly!! i suck at life and should die..
my mind hasnt been all here lately ive kinda just been ignoring a lot of things and that makes me mad and i hate myself!! i hate myself!! i hate myself!! i dont even know how the hell im supposed to feel anymore. i no longer have emotions.. like i just cant tell ppl how i really feel cus i dont know i feel like i cant feel anything for anyone or anything nemore.
i never thought i would be saying this but i dont want the seniors to leave next year :( im gona miss some of them alot!!! MATT!!!! and ANTHONY!!! the most! im gona cry..
sry this entry is sort of like i just need to update so let me just write anything that pops into my head..................
* not looking for hurt this weekend *
everytime ive been talking to charlie its sort of like blah blah blah!!! it sounds like he doesnt want to talk to me.. but wutever.. i mite be going to fair lawn sunday cus he needs to help me study for chemistry test monday cus im gona fail miserbaly!! i suck at life and should die..
my mind hasnt been all here lately ive kinda just been ignoring a lot of things and that makes me mad and i hate myself!! i hate myself!! i hate myself!! i dont even know how the hell im supposed to feel anymore. i no longer have emotions.. like i just cant tell ppl how i really feel cus i dont know i feel like i cant feel anything for anyone or anything nemore.
i never thought i would be saying this but i dont want the seniors to leave next year :( im gona miss some of them alot!!! MATT!!!! and ANTHONY!!! the most! im gona cry..
sry this entry is sort of like i just need to update so let me just write anything that pops into my head..................
* not looking for hurt this weekend *