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so wut do i say wen everything falls down but u look back at me and can still smile?
im feeling so lksklgmsomvaomgsiwm its just so crazy!!!! its like i know wuts going on but i just cant understand it. i miss charlie so much cus i can only see him on weekends. and i think thats the main reason y im feeling so klskomvsokmgsomv!! i sometimes just feel so lonely even tho i have my friends inside of me im always thinking about him and the future. thats the problem with me im always thinking so far ahead and thats wut gets me so depressed all the time and thats wut gets me to yell at charlie all the time. and i feel so bad for him cus he does nothing wrong but i instigate it. and lately i havent been able to control that but i really am dying to change that cus its not fair to him and to the ppl around me..
so anyway this week has been dragging on. been feeling like someone tied bricks to me to make my whole life drag. aaahhh!!!! every now and then i need vacations and right now would be a great time for one but away from w-r and possibly jersey. but uh i cant cound on that one happening.. so i guess im screwed.
sry about this entry.. a bit complainy.. actually im not sorry
*charmed*
im feeling so lksklgmsomvaomgsiwm its just so crazy!!!! its like i know wuts going on but i just cant understand it. i miss charlie so much cus i can only see him on weekends. and i think thats the main reason y im feeling so klskomvsokmgsomv!! i sometimes just feel so lonely even tho i have my friends inside of me im always thinking about him and the future. thats the problem with me im always thinking so far ahead and thats wut gets me so depressed all the time and thats wut gets me to yell at charlie all the time. and i feel so bad for him cus he does nothing wrong but i instigate it. and lately i havent been able to control that but i really am dying to change that cus its not fair to him and to the ppl around me..
so anyway this week has been dragging on. been feeling like someone tied bricks to me to make my whole life drag. aaahhh!!!! every now and then i need vacations and right now would be a great time for one but away from w-r and possibly jersey. but uh i cant cound on that one happening.. so i guess im screwed.
sry about this entry.. a bit complainy.. actually im not sorry
*charmed*