my goodies..
hello..
stayed home from school today cus i didnt feel like going but my mom knew.. rebel.. i just slept, felt good tho..
nov. 20th there is a tigs reunion at the rex plex and like i do want to go and all cus i want to c my friends but idk i just dont have that tigs feeling in me like i had 2 months ago.
Junior year has changed me i think for the worst. ive been drinking basically every weekend if not every weekend every other weekend, and to me thats not who i am. i think im trying to be someone im really not, but im not meaning to its just coming out. and its not my friends fault cus they are such good people and dont do anything wrong so idk y im like this i think it mite be cus of charlie and maybe some of my other friends. its just so much fun and i just feel so free.. idk very confused. this is all new to me dont know wuts going on.
* i dont feel right *
- any nasty comments please keep to urself because this is MY journal and i can say wutever i want in it without having rude comments all the time, i dont care wut u think the reason for writing here is to get my feelings out. thank u -
*ive become so numb, i cant feel u now*
* so disappointed in myself *
stayed home from school today cus i didnt feel like going but my mom knew.. rebel.. i just slept, felt good tho..
nov. 20th there is a tigs reunion at the rex plex and like i do want to go and all cus i want to c my friends but idk i just dont have that tigs feeling in me like i had 2 months ago.
Junior year has changed me i think for the worst. ive been drinking basically every weekend if not every weekend every other weekend, and to me thats not who i am. i think im trying to be someone im really not, but im not meaning to its just coming out. and its not my friends fault cus they are such good people and dont do anything wrong so idk y im like this i think it mite be cus of charlie and maybe some of my other friends. its just so much fun and i just feel so free.. idk very confused. this is all new to me dont know wuts going on.
* i dont feel right *
- any nasty comments please keep to urself because this is MY journal and i can say wutever i want in it without having rude comments all the time, i dont care wut u think the reason for writing here is to get my feelings out. thank u -
*ive become so numb, i cant feel u now*
* so disappointed in myself *