Jul 21, 2005 09:28
"know what you want from life, and all the universe will conspire to make it happen."
a good friend of mine told me this, its a quote by Cohello. The more i run through life the more apparent it seems at times. The last 2 weeks have been a little bit of a whirlwind and have really begun to enforce said quote. To cite another quote "God doesn't close a door without opening a window" this too seems to ring quite true to my life. Sure a door was closed, but maybe that door needed to be closed. When it comes down to it, the door only led me into a house, a sheltered area that i knew would always be there. a kitchen, a living room, a basement with a washer and dryer etc... whereas the window it leads to everything ... it would lead me to many houses with such things, it could lead me to a castle if i seeked it out or little peruvian people that would joyfully wash my clothes for a dime a piece. I think its time to go exploring a bit (especially if i am ever gunna meet this peruvian elves). After my wild (like a rodeo in the west) past 2 weeks I only have another 2 crazy weeks of insanity(similar to that an all night disco jam, sponsored by none other than john travolta who was giving out booze, uppers and nightquill to all those who galavanted through the entrance, decked out in platforms and sequence suits.) however, at least i have a direction/idea/plan of where and how i want to take this. i know im being ambiguous about all this, but hey, i figure its more of an adventure to slowly figure out pieces of the puzzle than to have the whole thing dropped on you like a small city.
in other news i had the most delightful dinner party last nite. our lovely host stuffed our bellys full of food, and it sure was exquisit. i met a lot of her friendly friends and sipped on a glass of gin and bubbly stuff. we later ventured up to the roof for a moon lit cigarette which was a lovely cap to the evening.
another one of my friends keeps telling me to enjoy the rest of the summer as much as i can, with friends, with moments and beautiful memories. she has been quite the help with making me understand and realise the future days ahead. she is very good at telling me to shut up and stop acting like a baby, which is something everyone needs when they start to question the validity of their actions.
sometimes you just gotta roll with it and not worry about the outcome. life is full of adventures.
peace and love