hmmmm...
so when i got off work today i went to joe's (of course why would i go home for real?) and watched sense and sensibility. i couldn't believe i was actually watching it then when i realized i was crying i was really depressed. i read alot into it and figured out what it was. i felt like one of the characters was settling instead of marrying her true love because he left her for another woman. it really upset me because all i could think of was tj and me and joe. i heard tj was coming back next month. yeah right... he never will. but what if he does?...
god, pathetic pathetic pathetic.... and what's worse is that i've been trying to find a replacement for him ever since he left. the only reason anything ever happened between me and brian was because he reminded so much of tj.... and the brian thing turned out lovely as well didn't it?
i care about joe alot but it saddens me that i'm so stupid that i keep thinking about this other asshole guy. why am i so nuts?
oh wait i'm not. i'm just a girl. that's what we do.
oh and by the way don't tell anybody i cried at that movie....
god, pathetic pathetic pathetic.... and what's worse is that i've been trying to find a replacement for him ever since he left. the only reason anything ever happened between me and brian was because he reminded so much of tj.... and the brian thing turned out lovely as well didn't it?
i care about joe alot but it saddens me that i'm so stupid that i keep thinking about this other asshole guy. why am i so nuts?
oh wait i'm not. i'm just a girl. that's what we do.
oh and by the way don't tell anybody i cried at that movie....