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My first non-porn entry in a while.
Had mad anxiety all day cause i had a dentist appointment.
WHAT THE FUCK!? I HAVE FUCKING WISDOM TEETH! Bastard ortho told me i didn't. My teeth develope late apparently. (Got my 12 year molars at 16.) They're "budding" now so they'll come in in about 3 years. I started to cry. Fuck. I'm so stressed about that, and it's not for a long time. He told me he's gonna make sure I get put under for it, because me being conscious for anything intrusive in my mouth is NOT an option.
I despise dentists.
They MADE me get a cleaning, FORCED me to. I said "just a checkup" she says "okay" I sit down "Your mother told me to do a small cleaning, just a bit of a floride treatment" fine.. but thats it. "oh, i have to clean a bit first". FUCKER! THAT WAS A FULL-OUT CLEANING AND MY FUCKING GUMS HURT. She jabs me with her pick thingy "DUDE I HAD GUM SURGERY! That shit hurts!" "oh... sorry... i'll be gentle" POKE! STAB! grrr.. i'm soo sore.
No cavities though.. she said I have 2 that are going to turn into cavities if I don't brush enough because my teeth are so worn down.
FUCKING DENTISTS! DIE! DIE! DIE!
Had mad anxiety all day cause i had a dentist appointment.
WHAT THE FUCK!? I HAVE FUCKING WISDOM TEETH! Bastard ortho told me i didn't. My teeth develope late apparently. (Got my 12 year molars at 16.) They're "budding" now so they'll come in in about 3 years. I started to cry. Fuck. I'm so stressed about that, and it's not for a long time. He told me he's gonna make sure I get put under for it, because me being conscious for anything intrusive in my mouth is NOT an option.
I despise dentists.
They MADE me get a cleaning, FORCED me to. I said "just a checkup" she says "okay" I sit down "Your mother told me to do a small cleaning, just a bit of a floride treatment" fine.. but thats it. "oh, i have to clean a bit first". FUCKER! THAT WAS A FULL-OUT CLEANING AND MY FUCKING GUMS HURT. She jabs me with her pick thingy "DUDE I HAD GUM SURGERY! That shit hurts!" "oh... sorry... i'll be gentle" POKE! STAB! grrr.. i'm soo sore.
No cavities though.. she said I have 2 that are going to turn into cavities if I don't brush enough because my teeth are so worn down.
FUCKING DENTISTS! DIE! DIE! DIE!