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what a convenient fucking time for him to come down... happy fucking fathers day... She has a choir performance tonight, since when does that mean she's staying at his hotel... i had to find out from jordy... shes such a stupid bitch... why does she have to leave with him tonight, i dont care how fucking obvious it should be to me, i don't care that i know, i dont want to.. and how can i avoid it if she rubs my fucking face in it... why did he have to come down on fathers day... i hate him... and i hate her... that stupid fucking bitch... both of them.... fuck them.... this isnt fair. why does she have to stay with him.. i hate her so much... i still remember her saying "i wont have a relationship until you're older... probably when you're in university... you know i'd never do something like this" and i'll never forget her birthday when she announced him as her boyfriend.... i hate this, all of it... i hope he dies... i hope on his drive home he dies, if hes flying i hope his plane crashes... i want him dead. gone. fucking out of my fucking family, where he's never been welcome... i don't care how fucking selfish everyone says i am, he's not welcome in my fucking home... he shouldn't be with my mother. They're both pathetic. The only reason they're together is because they know there's nothing left, and they have no other options, there are no more fish in the sea and they know it. They're both desperate.... i hope he dies...
i don't even want to look at her... this is worse than when she came home from florida the time i found the email she left conveniently by my money.
I break my leg, she knows i wont be okay, i tell her that, she knows it, yet she leaves the very next day... leaves me alone, by myself on a couch with a broken leg, unable to fucking move. No food, dreading having to hop to the washroom.... Karrie came over once a day to see if i needed anything... yeah, i needed something, a fucking mother. The only thing i needed wasn't there, she was busy in florida with the priority. And where is she tonight? that stupid, disgusting, selfish slut. She didn't think I'd wonder where she was at 1am in the morning? I tried calling her cell, conveniently off.
she promised me... she's a fucking liar....
I hope he dies. I hope he has a heart attack and dies. Everything would be fine if he were dead.
Yeah, I'm selfish... It's great that you're happy Linda, it's just too bad that the sacrifice was my own happiness.
i don't even want to look at her... this is worse than when she came home from florida the time i found the email she left conveniently by my money.
I break my leg, she knows i wont be okay, i tell her that, she knows it, yet she leaves the very next day... leaves me alone, by myself on a couch with a broken leg, unable to fucking move. No food, dreading having to hop to the washroom.... Karrie came over once a day to see if i needed anything... yeah, i needed something, a fucking mother. The only thing i needed wasn't there, she was busy in florida with the priority. And where is she tonight? that stupid, disgusting, selfish slut. She didn't think I'd wonder where she was at 1am in the morning? I tried calling her cell, conveniently off.
she promised me... she's a fucking liar....
I hope he dies. I hope he has a heart attack and dies. Everything would be fine if he were dead.
Yeah, I'm selfish... It's great that you're happy Linda, it's just too bad that the sacrifice was my own happiness.