Working my way up for the let down?

[strokemyvine]

I don't know what to think anymore. Everything that made me happy in the past few weeks has taken a drastic turn.

I'm just so confused. I have wishful thinking and a heart of gold, but who knows.

I blame myself for having my feeling escalate to where they are now. I had a strange thought that this was gonna happen.

I never mean to hurt anyone, and I made someone upset last night. That is still bothering me.

Well, in the end, nice guys finish last.....