This is not the time
I've been thinking about you lately still. I'm wondering after all the pain, after the passing of time, why do you still pop up? Is it that I love you? Is it that you reflect a piece of me that has not yet come undone? Maybe, it's part of both of those things.
Right now might also be that now is not the time to understand why you left me.I still need time to heal.
Maybe one day I'll look back and realize that's why you came.
There's been this feeling of hope in the back of my head that feels like you might come back to me someday. That the moment we met was just bad timing for the both of us. It all feels a bit unfair like we didn't really get a chance to see if things would work out. I mean there has to be a reason why I haven't felt something as strong as you right?
Sometime I see it all as a joke. Like somewhere you are laughing at me, saying You haven't moved on yet? I mean you told me you had. But I'm still here trying to make sense of it all.
All those thoughts confuse me. Making me not know what to believe. Thats when I remember that all I have are the facts and whats in front of me. All I really know is that you are not with me now. Whether you come back to me only time will tell. I have to let go of those moments a piece of me fell in love with you. Thats between us and will stay between us. As long as we're not together, I have to learn to let go.
I hope this all makes sense one day. That whatever happens I can say I still want the best for you and mean without wanting you back. Right now, it seems it's not the time for that.
Right now might also be that now is not the time to understand why you left me.I still need time to heal.
Maybe one day I'll look back and realize that's why you came.
There's been this feeling of hope in the back of my head that feels like you might come back to me someday. That the moment we met was just bad timing for the both of us. It all feels a bit unfair like we didn't really get a chance to see if things would work out. I mean there has to be a reason why I haven't felt something as strong as you right?
Sometime I see it all as a joke. Like somewhere you are laughing at me, saying You haven't moved on yet? I mean you told me you had. But I'm still here trying to make sense of it all.
All those thoughts confuse me. Making me not know what to believe. Thats when I remember that all I have are the facts and whats in front of me. All I really know is that you are not with me now. Whether you come back to me only time will tell. I have to let go of those moments a piece of me fell in love with you. Thats between us and will stay between us. As long as we're not together, I have to learn to let go.
I hope this all makes sense one day. That whatever happens I can say I still want the best for you and mean without wanting you back. Right now, it seems it's not the time for that.