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i'm busy as fuck driving, remembering, consoling, reasoning, moving. cleaning, talking. i guess i got what i wanted. it's the same realization that i had when i saw another generation going through high school. we're actually growing up and so are the people i used to look up to. most of the people i've been hanging out with have kids ! i'm seeing a lot about how my life can turn out. it's cool and it sucks. time's moving too fucking fast. i freeze myself for a second to think that this night will be over and the next will be here and before i'm done chewing on that thought the night after that night is already here. i agree and sometimes disagree with my agreeing but i'm getting better and realizing what i'm capable of. not school wise so it's not as important. i'm flying out to new delhi in a few hours then i've gotta move out and start school then....................................