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i havent talked to anyone in weeks and i dont want to anymore. london as a city has just been alright ,nothing as sick as dubai but the whole time i've just been having these crazy ass deep conversations with my cousin. up until a year or two ago he was my main motherfucking influence but i decided his shit was not what i wanted and got new inferior ones. id settled that i was going to be a hot headed humble fag working a normal ass job with maybe a little out of the ordinary way of thinking. i know i cant change that ill come back to fremont and see all the people who ive forgot about and dont care about and pretend to them that i hella give a shit about them but in theres gotta be some bigger shit going on in the background. id grown to despise rich people but the people ive met and area ive stayed in has proven to me that theres no point in being a regular run of the mill fag. i want to get away from using this stupid ass journal. i saw josh an hour or so ago. it was cool being able to buy drinks without having to go through hella bs and not having to drive. im not sure why we're as cool as cool as we are but for some reason i think he'll last as one of my friends.