Your my best friend
I left my mind in the airport, my thoughts in a taxi, my heart in reception, and the last thing I saw was you.
I've come to realize, I will reside here in washington when im ready to settle down.
But right now, I don't want to be here.
My little week abroad has made me realize, it's fine if I don't know anyone wherever I go. I'll make friends.
I think I'm about to make the biggest decsion of my life as of yet.
It's kind of exhilarating, but I'm not going to lie, I'm scared.
Stanford was awesome, if it wasn't a school for really smart people, or kids who have had family memebers go there already, I would so go there.
And I was really surirpsed by Arizona. I loved it, it was weird, I was expecting to hate it.
It was great!
I had a lot of fun meeting all the people Elaine is with all the time, it was really fun and crazy and I want to go back
But I enjoyed Arizona more, even though I like wasn't with a lot of people all the time. I enjoyed it because I was never alone. It's so nice to have someone who feels the same way about you as you do about them. I can't even explain how amazing my 3 and a half days were there. I would give anything to go back there. Not just because of Matt but because everything is just so not like here. Its so different, and actually warm, and sunny, and still somehow green. And I didnt miss the water. Which is unusual.
Matt, I love him. I love him! I like can't even explain this how I want to. I want to be with him all the time, forever. He is my little Matthew. I wish that everyone can feel like this one day, because it's honestly the best thing ever. I have never felt this happy, about my whole life, even though nothing is working well. Just knowing I have someone, makes every aspect of my life better, even if he is 1000 miles away.
All in all my vacation was great.
I've come to realize, I will reside here in washington when im ready to settle down.
But right now, I don't want to be here.
My little week abroad has made me realize, it's fine if I don't know anyone wherever I go. I'll make friends.
I think I'm about to make the biggest decsion of my life as of yet.
It's kind of exhilarating, but I'm not going to lie, I'm scared.
Stanford was awesome, if it wasn't a school for really smart people, or kids who have had family memebers go there already, I would so go there.
And I was really surirpsed by Arizona. I loved it, it was weird, I was expecting to hate it.
It was great!
I had a lot of fun meeting all the people Elaine is with all the time, it was really fun and crazy and I want to go back
But I enjoyed Arizona more, even though I like wasn't with a lot of people all the time. I enjoyed it because I was never alone. It's so nice to have someone who feels the same way about you as you do about them. I can't even explain how amazing my 3 and a half days were there. I would give anything to go back there. Not just because of Matt but because everything is just so not like here. Its so different, and actually warm, and sunny, and still somehow green. And I didnt miss the water. Which is unusual.
Matt, I love him. I love him! I like can't even explain this how I want to. I want to be with him all the time, forever. He is my little Matthew. I wish that everyone can feel like this one day, because it's honestly the best thing ever. I have never felt this happy, about my whole life, even though nothing is working well. Just knowing I have someone, makes every aspect of my life better, even if he is 1000 miles away.
All in all my vacation was great.