I love my livejournal.

[strofoamplates]

I miss rowing.
So so much, it was such a good release, i sometimes wish i had an erg.
But what i really wish is that i had a single.

So much shit, just so much shit.
I can't even handle it, and i cant even handle talking to people.
I just like sitting with them, just listening, it makes me feel better but i think it makes everyone else feel awkward or weird.

I dont know what to do, I want him to want me.

And her, man or man. ohhhh man
I feel very alone, and it's weird because there is people everywhere.

The Peter pan complex is alive and well inside me.

I am so awkward random and weird.
and you know what?
i fucking love it.