Jun 26, 2003 21:07
I wish I can give my parents what they want. I wish I was half as good as they think I am. I am starting to feel guilty about it. Here I am getting in to trouble, and doing some other stuff I know I shouldn't be doing, and My Mother thinks I am wonderful.
Does everyone act a misfit at one point? Is it the whole "teen-do-what-I-want" stage. If so, then why did I begin when I was like nine?
Sometimes I think I deserve to have some fun, I work hard. But Am I working as hard as I thought? UGH. No more of this matter. I am thinking to hard.