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things have been going well. for once. i think.
i'm happy w/ josh. for once. i think.
nah, actually we're doing really well. i'm working on not losing my temper so easily, and he's trying to express himself more thru affection. he's really trying this time around. he's said some of the sweetest things to me and he'll put his arm around me in church or in front of his family. and that's a big step. he means so much to me. i could cry to tell all the ways he's special to me. i only hope he feels even half of what i feel. and this time around, i think he just might. or will eventually. we had a nice little date tonight and he took me out to eat. since we're both working now (yay! he got a job!!) it's getting a bit harder to find time to hang out and go out on dates. but we try our best to talk to each other every day. either on the phone or on the computer or he stops in at work to talk to me a few minutes. and that means so much to me.
in other news, i think economy drug will be closing soon. food city is closing up on feb. 7th, so we'll probably be soon to follow. darn it, now i gotta go put in applications to work somewhere for 5ish months.
mom and i are looking for a new place to live. this trailer scares us sometimes. we're looking around for decent, cheap lots of land for sale that aren't up in the head of a hollow, b/c neither one of us could/would drive it.
i'll try to update more happiness as long as i have it. most of it will be about josh. hopefully. keep your fingers crossed for us. even if you are wary of us being together. it would mean a lot. thanks.
~stroder
aka buffy
aka zz
aka beth
i'm happy w/ josh. for once. i think.
nah, actually we're doing really well. i'm working on not losing my temper so easily, and he's trying to express himself more thru affection. he's really trying this time around. he's said some of the sweetest things to me and he'll put his arm around me in church or in front of his family. and that's a big step. he means so much to me. i could cry to tell all the ways he's special to me. i only hope he feels even half of what i feel. and this time around, i think he just might. or will eventually. we had a nice little date tonight and he took me out to eat. since we're both working now (yay! he got a job!!) it's getting a bit harder to find time to hang out and go out on dates. but we try our best to talk to each other every day. either on the phone or on the computer or he stops in at work to talk to me a few minutes. and that means so much to me.
in other news, i think economy drug will be closing soon. food city is closing up on feb. 7th, so we'll probably be soon to follow. darn it, now i gotta go put in applications to work somewhere for 5ish months.
mom and i are looking for a new place to live. this trailer scares us sometimes. we're looking around for decent, cheap lots of land for sale that aren't up in the head of a hollow, b/c neither one of us could/would drive it.
i'll try to update more happiness as long as i have it. most of it will be about josh. hopefully. keep your fingers crossed for us. even if you are wary of us being together. it would mean a lot. thanks.
~stroder
aka buffy
aka zz
aka beth