untitled
wow. i don't update much.
i'm thinking maybe it's time to start back on medication again.
my thoughts are all messed up. my sleep is messed up. my dreams are messed up.
i can't control my temper anymore. crying. bad mood swings.
i've got the most wonderful guy in the world that i know is 100% committed to me. but i freak out on him at least every other day for something so stupid. today is b/c he happens to have a friend in another state. that's female. and they call each other.
and for some reason that pisses me off. he's not interested in her. she's not interested in him. i'm just a jealous f**king b**ch. and i hope he can forgive me.
my future is screwed, he deserves so much better than me.
i'm thinking maybe it's time to start back on medication again.
my thoughts are all messed up. my sleep is messed up. my dreams are messed up.
i can't control my temper anymore. crying. bad mood swings.
i've got the most wonderful guy in the world that i know is 100% committed to me. but i freak out on him at least every other day for something so stupid. today is b/c he happens to have a friend in another state. that's female. and they call each other.
and for some reason that pisses me off. he's not interested in her. she's not interested in him. i'm just a jealous f**king b**ch. and i hope he can forgive me.
my future is screwed, he deserves so much better than me.