Sep 24, 2004 21:24
it smells like football season outside *dance* fall is finally here
if i havent told you yet i am takin a very interestin class about war an shit its called world at war well were studyin the civil war annndd vietnam the first time the subject has recieved its own course ever at my scool i really dont need the class an shouldnt be takin it but i feel very strongly about takin it jus cause my grandfathers friend is wicked close to this family an he served in the vietnam an the affect sit had on him were pretty fucked
anyway its pretty intense an 'a real mind fuck' as my teacher described its one day a week for a 2 hours double period yay ha but ya an after its all over all i wana do is either one of 2 things
1- get piss wasted drunk
2- shoot myself in the face in order to stop replayin the images ive seen over an over an over again
so thats the reaction i have on tuesdays to this thing some a the stories images an tales we read an talk about are seriously outa this world literally so in order for me to feel normal an diffuse myself back into the real world the next day ima wicked chill back an smoke on that night lol its jus so intense that i dont feel like anyone i talk to afterwards unless they are in my class understands wat i just fuckin witnessed an discussed
its a pretty hard class so far the topics have been wide rangin an very difficult to write papers on other then that my classes are fine
but anyway life yaa its good fuckin cat stevens is a terrorist i find that ironic well hes on the terrorist list i mean he made a song called peace train .. he moves to the u.k. an converts to a fuckin musslim an changes his fuckin name to like yusuf islam his name was on the us secretary watch list cause he was a supporter of terrorism now i find that ironic i mean he makes his money from here annnddd made a song called PEACE train but hes still against the u.s. an supports terrorism wat a fucker this is the place he gets his money without us hed be poor that bastard .. an on top a that the asshole hasnt been in this country since god nos how long an fuckin he just decides to come in for a visit at times like this an outa all places to go to he flies to fuckin washington but his flight was diverted 600 miles to bangor maine .. the fbi denied his entry to the u.s. an deported the asshole anyway so really it doesnt matter i still find it ironic tho
*the end*