Jan 21, 2007 14:05
But I feel strangely motivated and connected with serial killers. I've been reading a lot about Ottis Boone, Charles Manson, Albert Fish, John Wayne Gacy, Ed Gein, Ted Bundy, Richard Speck, Richard Ramirez, David Richard Berkowitz, and Henry Lee Lucas, to name a few. Look them up. Look how they influenced our culture. Read their stories and just sit back and see how a lot of what they have done has been incorporated into movies. It's slightly disturbing and yet intriguing in the same fashion. More and more as I read up on these demented sociopaths do I myself strangely can't wait until I am one.
Most of these people have animosity towards young women, and so that is what they target. I have animosity towards rapists. Attempted, convicted, and released. Or/And child molesters. I have a disgust for molesters in general, but I'm pretty sure I'll get caught a lot quicker if I just make a target out of people who have no right to live in the first place. At 60 is when I plan to do this, so mark my words. I'll be a serial killer, traveling state to state. I have a lot I could say about this, but there's not much of a point to it anyhow.
I cut contact with someone today. People have been telling me to do it for awhile, and all I had to do was look back on a bunch of different things and suddenly found it very easy for me to be filled with hatred. Soooo, it was done.