When will I learn my damn lesson?

Nov 23, 2005 23:45

Okay...recently, I've hung out with Areanna and Roosevelt. Roosevelt has always been cool in my book, so not much of a problem there, especially with my current lifestyle heh. Areanna, on the other hand, tried to frigging rape me damn near literally, so I passed her off to Brayden to play with, I guess you could say. I guess I finally have come full circle to how I was in about 8th grade; an asshole again who doesn't really give a shit about much. Only my family and a couple of friends. Those friends are still the same online ones, even though I don't talk to any of them, Joseph, Andrew, and a couple others. Man...I'm kind of in a fuck-the-world attitude of late, and that ain't good. Let's see where it leads me eh?

It's bad, because I know how I got here. I had become a great person, everyone said so, making it true. But the one person who I was trying to change for said I didn't change at all. All that work, for nothing. Everyone else appreciated the new me, but one person didn't, so I said fuck it, and reverted. All of my other friends pretty much did the same damn thing anyhow...
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