Title: Different Shades of Me
Rating: PG
Fandom: TVXQ
Pairing: Yunho/Yoochun
Word count: 273
Disclaimer: I do not own any of the people mentioned.
Notes: I haven't written for awhile, so please don't kick me? Comments would be appreciated+loved!
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“I think I’m losing sight of myself…”
They were sitting on the balcony of their apartment, basking in the cool of the night and enjoying the serenity from the lack of their band mates, when Yoochun decides to break the calm silence between them.
Yunho doesn’t say anything in return, but puts down the shared bottle of tequila before pulling Yoochun closer towards him, arms circling him protectively. He nests his chin against Yoochun’s shoulder, urging him to continue.
“I don’t know… I just can’t seem to figure out who I am anymore… I can’t separate the Micky Yoochun of Dong Bang Shin Gi that the world wants me to be from the Park Yoochun that I want to be, the Yoochun that I am… I don’t even know when I should be which one anymore…” Yoochun quietly admits, slightly conscious of the arms around him tightening their hold of him, as though trying to shield him from the harsh reality of the world.
“We all go through it, love,” Yunho whispers comfortingly against Yoochun’s ear, hoping his words could help the other man, “But I just want you to know that no matter how many Yoochuns there are or which one you are… I love each and every single one of them.”
Yoochun twists his body around so that he faces Yunho directly and looks straight into his eyes.
“Somehow, that sounds like you’re cheating on me.”
Yunho silences his laughter with sweet kisses and Yoochun throws his troubles to the back of his head. He might not know who he is, but for now, he knew where he wanted to be.