Feb 16, 2005 13:33
what a bullshit day im not even gonna get into it but yea what a waste! I have no fucking idea what the hell im gonna take next year i think 1st semester im gonna have 4 classes and 2nd sem im gonna have 3? or maybe its 5 n then 4?I have no ideaaa!
I got a really sweet letter from john today it was very depressing,im kinda thinkin just fuck prom yanno? its kinda a huge waste of money and everything + theres always next year and i'll get to see john in like 3 weeks then =/ i dunno im sure thats what we'll end up doin i dunno, prom gonna be a HUGE memory though.
This sounds so weird but i think about it ALL the time....evertime someone says there in 'love' i just dont fuckin get it like honestly what the hell is 'love' n like everytime u say ur in love with one person do u just forget about the other peron u loved? id ont get ittt!Cause i really wonder if me and john are 'in-love' i know i love him? lol but if he found someone that he was attracted to n shit would he b in love with them? like same for me! I dunno i dont get it n this doesnt make sense but w/e =/
I saw a pic of john like from 3 years agoin philly with his arms around 2 girls lmao it really pissed me off,like really.I just be the LAST girl he touches god damnit!
lol im telling my manager tonight that after march 29th im not working saturdays sundays or wednesdays because of school so he can do w/e the fuck he wants with that but im not workin!
John wants me to get that tatoo i wanted like a year ago, i thikn tatoos are trashy now though haha SUCKAAA!
what a day <3