Mar 21, 2005 10:38
So I am just going to keep it short...Mike got a new job...good for him...he seems to like it but what would I know?
Thursday I didn't go to school....Maris and I skipped...Mike wanted me to go over his brothers house to drink....I didn't want to so I stayed out with Maris...well while I was out I got a call from Shop-n-Save about coming in for an interview...and I got the job...but I didn't call Mike...and supposedly he was worried because it was over an hour since he last talked to me....So he freaked and said he followed me and I wasn't where I said i was going to be and all that great shit so I got in a fight with him about trusting me...and that night he called me drunk and said somethings that made me realize I can't be with him....
Friday he called me up and we started out fine talking then got into an argument...because in fact I was still upset..so yeah he broke up with me...and came and threw my clothes that i had in his car at me then started to drive off and threw roses out the window...so then I got pissed and figured hey its over who cares what I do now...so I went over Demas's House...and thats like the only person Mike doesn't want me to hang out with so I did it...I went over...and I finally realized I don't care what Mike says anymore...I am sick of being pulled by him like I am a dog on a leash...so yes...nothing happened between me and the guy so no worries....but I neglected to tell Mike...and it just so happens that James tells him last night after we made up and shit and Mike freaked...absolutely blew up in Wal-Mart...so yeah..me and Mike talked...and we are ok...but I don't think I can go on much longer...I am so stressed out...I need to get away from him...I felt so fuckin free when we weren't together these past few days and it was simply great...so I think that I am just going to go on a break with him but still see him and shit not just so much...its better for both of us.
Blah...and this is where I will leave it.