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So yes...I am upset and hurting right now...I feel like everyone is going to the MSi concert and they don't want me to go...I was so excited when I heard they were coming and now its like everyone is going with everyone else and I am left alone...I don't know where I stand in people's lives anymore..I want to be that great friend again and have those great friends I had back...I think I am going to get my ticket tonight...but thats if I can talk to Amanda...because I am really hurting by all this shit...I loved you Amanda since the day I met you...and I really needed to talk to you last night so please call me...I don't want us to stop being friends...I love you dearly..you are my angel...and I don't know where I would be without you...I know that we haven't been talking as much or hanging out but I thought Sunday would help us a little and we could go back to be the way we were...happy...and best friends...all I want is my best friend back..
This hurts too much...I am going to go...
This hurts too much...I am going to go...