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Well let's see the last time I wrote in here I was really upset with Michael...and it continued onto Saturday..I was ready not to go to his nephews first birthday party...but I love him too much and I needed to see him...thats my lil boy...so Mike ended up picking me up and when he got here we were both shitty with each other...then on the ride to his house we started to talk...actually talk not fight...and it was great...he said he had talked to his mom about everything...him letting me hang out with my friends...and his mom explained to him I am young...when he was my age friends were the most important thing...she told him that she really felt I loved him and that I would never do anything to jeopardize(sp) our relationship..and he said I could hang out with my friends and he wouldn't check up on me anymore...and I am happy...I explained to him he is the most important part in my life but I love my friends and I miss them and he understands...so we went to Tyler's b-day party...I started drinking as soon as I got there...got really drunk...and then we talked and I said that i had skipped this whole month...and he was happy...as in the sense he knows that we could take the responsiblity even as hard as it is...but yeah we went to GE and got a p-test...negative..and I actually got it the next day...but yeah...then I took aderall....and we went back to his house...and I stayed up all night palying his football game on PS2 because I accidentally deleted everything...I wrote over his 5 superbowls and he was sad...so I wanted to make it up to him and I freakin did good!! I was proud on myself...I mean freaking no one scored on me...yay for me...but yeah...then Sunday I got a call from Borders for an interview I went in around 2:30...it went well...then we went back to Mike's house..and I passed out..which I was really pissed because I was suppose to hang out with Amanda and James...and I felt terrible...cuz I woke up with my freakin period...and it hurts...and blah...I had no school yesterdau or today...Yesterday was our 9 month...and he wrote me the sweetest letter...I love him so much...I can't wait till I turn 18 and I can be with him whenever I want and no one can say anything...but yeah we went and picked up Maris and Steph and Dillian last night and tried to beat Mike Miller for weed...because he stole it off of a friend of ours...and he ended up hitting freakin Steph and I went after him...ooo did I want to fuck him up...but yes...I am rather late...I need to get ready because Mike will be here very soon...
I
Loves
Muh
Baby
Michael
:)
I
Loves
Muh
Baby
Michael
:)