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Feb 14, 2005 12:29

Well...let's see this Friday...I slept all night...I did nothing...and I was mad because I always do something on Friday night and I felt stupid and that my life was gone...everything is just gone...I hate it...I miss being with my friends doing whatever the fuck I feel like it and not worrying about if Mike approves or not...not so much approve but I just wish everything I went out with my friends he wouldn't always have to be there...I need my space...

Saturday- Me and Mike took his doggie Murphy to the pet store...it was so cute...he picked out this toy and carried it around the store...awe he is too cute...then we went to his house...sat around watched movies...and stuff...and I felt real shitty again about the whole hanging out with friends...and of course I got upset and really depressed...so we argued about it which was something I didn't need...so then I decided to call Autumn and go hang out with her...we went over Abbey's and drank...and had a good old time...I had so much fun with Danny so we offered to take him home since Tony had to take his moms car home early...but overall the night was really good...I spent the night at Mike's and we ended up having sex alllllll day long...and it was the best I have ever had...mmmm :) sorry for all you guys who think I am gross now...but yeah...Mike brought up old shit about Demas and all this shit about what we were talking about the other night...for the first time we didn't yell at each other we TALKED..and it was the greatest feeling to just have a really good day...then we watched Troy..which was like only the coolest movie in the world...then I had to go home since I got in trouble for spending the night at Mike's...went home around 8...Mike talked to me about my friends...and he said that he is going to start trusting me with my friends...and that he just doesn't want anyone to influence me to do anything stupid...and I explained if I would want to do something stupid I would have already done it or that it would be my decision not those of my friends...so all in all ASHLEE IS BACK!! Let's all have a night out no Boyfriend/girlfriends allowed...hehe...

Today should be a good day....plans are Mike and I are suppose to go to dinner and a movie hopefully...but who knows...I will just be happy to be with him...and for the first time in my life I can say I have a Valentine.

Happy Valentines Day Everyone!!

.I.Love.You.Michael. :) Happy V-day Baby!
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