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In this life their are no clean breaks. But starting again is a chance that you can take. I always thought that someday we would overcome the bad luck and from the burden the gift would come. Maybe I should have known better but I knew we were coming closer to the end of whatever this has been. When you're 16 you don't know what forever means. When your 20 you couldn't be more sorry to say. That after all this growing up together all the good has gone away. Sometimes the boys that should be your best friends become strangers with familiar faces. Just don't tell me that its all too far gone, that they weren't meant to live on, and don't let go. I just don't want to pretend if we are not in this togther, if we are just stuck in our own heads. And I am sorry that it took me so long to find the words to write this.