Pissed and thoughtful...quite the combination
My fucking grades this last semester totally screwed me over!!! I absolutely hated 2 of my classes but I worked my ass off in one of them and I still didn't do as well as I had hoped. The only reason I'm complaining about it right now is because they are revoking one of my scholarships until I get my GPA back up to where it was. I am really angry at myself and the fact that I lost the scholarship. Now I have to tell my parents about it and I can definitely say I'm not looking forward to that...
Sometimes I wish life were a hell of a lot easier. I wish we didn't have a world so focused on money and success. Yeah I think it's wonderful to be successful but to make that your main life's focus really takes away from all the other important things, like spending time with family and friends. I just got to thinking that I'm already a sophomore in college and it seems like just yesterday I was graduating from high school. Where did that time go? I made a ton of great friends and now have tons of fun memories, but sometimes I wish I could have it all back just so I can enjoy it a little longer.
Love,
me
Sometimes I wish life were a hell of a lot easier. I wish we didn't have a world so focused on money and success. Yeah I think it's wonderful to be successful but to make that your main life's focus really takes away from all the other important things, like spending time with family and friends. I just got to thinking that I'm already a sophomore in college and it seems like just yesterday I was graduating from high school. Where did that time go? I made a ton of great friends and now have tons of fun memories, but sometimes I wish I could have it all back just so I can enjoy it a little longer.
Love,
me