I love my mom
It's happening again. I might take a semester off. Figure out what I want to do and transfer if necessary. My mom told me tonight that no matter what she'll support me in everything. If I need to live at home for next semester and maybe take online classes then she's behind me every step of the way. I love my Mom so much, she is my comfort every time I fall. It's so comforting knowing my family is always there. They call me almost everyday and we just talk and laugh. I can't wait for Thanksgiving, Christmas, and Summer to just be back in Beulah with them. I'm tired of everything around here lately. I've lost my niche, my place in life here and I am longing for home more and more every day. Tommy got upset when I told him I might transfer. I have to do what I have to do though. Everything is still up in the air; I'm just laying out my options. I finally realized what I miss about last year. Not so much the people, although I miss them too, but I miss the attitudes. The general familial feeling. It's gone. Even among other people this year. That's what makes me sad. I need to figure out what I can do to start feeling happy again. I don't want sympathy. I'm going through something that not many people can relate to and I know that was in code but I'm gonna keep it that way.