love
there is a boy whom i am in love with and i know that he's not gay but he is just sooo sexy and its so confusing because we r good friends i guess, but he just sends me mixed messages that i cant seem to crack! this is so frustrating!
why cant love just come up and slap u in the face or on the ass :) there i go being silly old Steven. i think i joke to much and maybe thats my problem i dont take people seriously. i think im invincible and nothing would ever happen to me when this world is a dangerous place and i just want him to hold me and tell me that everything is going to be ok. i dont think he knows or maybe he does but i dont know. GOD this is so confusing i wish he were already mine. this boy is so beautiful and i just want to be with him. last year i wrote this boy a poem and i called him my knight in shining armer, and he loved it he didnt say anyting was wrong with it, but i just wish we could have something together, and if he ever gets to read this i really like you and maybe it can grow into love its up to you!
why cant love just come up and slap u in the face or on the ass :) there i go being silly old Steven. i think i joke to much and maybe thats my problem i dont take people seriously. i think im invincible and nothing would ever happen to me when this world is a dangerous place and i just want him to hold me and tell me that everything is going to be ok. i dont think he knows or maybe he does but i dont know. GOD this is so confusing i wish he were already mine. this boy is so beautiful and i just want to be with him. last year i wrote this boy a poem and i called him my knight in shining armer, and he loved it he didnt say anyting was wrong with it, but i just wish we could have something together, and if he ever gets to read this i really like you and maybe it can grow into love its up to you!