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Well i am updating because I have not done it in a long as time god i have not had a good week at all this week has been nothing but bad shit happening first off I want to say to all my friends I havent talked to in a while Im sorry I have isolated myself lately from all of you I just got so tired of hearing about talkin shit and drama and he said she said i just cut off contact with everyone no it was not because of my boyfriend to all that had heard that from certain people that dont know how to mind there own god damn business and no I dont know why everyone had thought he cheated on me then i took him back and then ditched my friends because that is ridiculous and not what happened I still love all my friends and there is not one person i can honestly say i dont like yes i hate that people feel that they need to talk bad bout me to make themselves feel better but i have learned that is what girls do and i have also learned that i probably did it to but i dont because i dont care whta anyone else does i mean ill be there for you if u need me but whats your business is your business also to all u hating people out there you know your wasting more time talking bout someone you dont like and talking bout them look at all that time and energy you have used just hatin on someone else when mayb its u u need to take a look at maybe really deep down you just wish you were them. but your you and for now stick with that. this is me you can like me or you can not like me its all up to you but this is who i am and who i am gonna be im not gonna try to sit there and be something im not im happy just as i am and if you want to continue to talk bout me that is fine i know when people are fake and people are real and i hate fake people but i love all yall who are real and luckily in my life i have found a few good ones i can keep my whole life through and there are others i wish i still had but that word talkin shit got in the way when it wasnt even true and i guess i can say it a zillion times and it wont get through to people that i dont give a fuck and dont talk shit cause i dont care and i also dont care that you do talk bout me because it doesnt matter to me because im gonna keep being me no matter what melissa this is partly to you and i wish that we could talk because u were a good friend to me and i feel like alot of shit got turned around if u dont want to be friends thats fine we dont have to be but alot of shit u have done has really hurt me and mayb shit i have done has hurt u and i am sorry for that now u can talk bout me all u want ill say the same thing i told vanessa u can think all u want that i talk shit the truth is i dont cause i dont care u can not like me all u want but im still here for you even as mad as i may be about the things i have heard i just dont care im still here I LOVE YOU ALL I LOVE AMANDA AND MELISSA NO MATTER WHAT U MAY THINK ps ME AND JEDD ARE GREAT COMPLETELY HAPPPY AND WE HAVE BEEN SO DONT SAY ITS BOUT HIM CUZ THAT IS JUST BULLSHIT IT IS BOUT ME AND MY GIRLS AND THAT IS IT I LOVE YOU ALL