Apr 10, 2004 20:42
i thought that my sex drive had just died down. i realize tonight, while he is in Minnesota eating mock eclairs from his mother's oven, that my body has simply tired of him. the emotional drain dries me out when i'm around him. but six hours after his plane's taken off, i want to dress in a skirt and heels and find myself a good strangerfuck.
i need to go out dancing.
i don't want to go alone, but my girlfriends aren't quite the fans of smutdancing that i am. i need a dance comrade, a juicy girl who wants to occasionally put on airs with me. i still agree not to hurt him. but i do need to let myself breathe.