so many wisdom marks, so little wisdom
Omi-fucking-gawd. I just got my in-class essay back from my Canadian Poetry class and I fucking failed.
I got a fucking D+!!!
I have never gotten a grade lower than C in university. The last time I received a mark this low it was from OAC Finite.
WHAT THE FUCK.
I feel like crying. What if I fail the class?!?!?! Then I won't graduate in 4 years! And then all my hopes and dreams of going on a year long trip across Europe when I graduate will be crushed! Gaaaaahhhhhhhh
*hangs head in shame* Well, if this isn't motivation to do better, I don't know what is. Obviously I need to work harder. I just didn't seem to get the concept of the question. Damn. GRARRRRR
sigh
On the bright side, Matt came by my house yesterday morning and we talked about things and worked it all out. I used to tell myself that once I'm gone, I'm gone and I'm not coming back even if you beg and plead. I decided that was a stupid rule if you care about someone, so after listening to what he had to say, I pulled him in for a kiss.
I need to go to Innis and just read my brains out. I can't believe my mark in that class. FUCK. D+?! I'm not an idiot here! Obviously I was doing something right before this test. Geehhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
I got a fucking D+!!!
I have never gotten a grade lower than C in university. The last time I received a mark this low it was from OAC Finite.
WHAT THE FUCK.
I feel like crying. What if I fail the class?!?!?! Then I won't graduate in 4 years! And then all my hopes and dreams of going on a year long trip across Europe when I graduate will be crushed! Gaaaaahhhhhhhh
*hangs head in shame* Well, if this isn't motivation to do better, I don't know what is. Obviously I need to work harder. I just didn't seem to get the concept of the question. Damn. GRARRRRR
sigh
On the bright side, Matt came by my house yesterday morning and we talked about things and worked it all out. I used to tell myself that once I'm gone, I'm gone and I'm not coming back even if you beg and plead. I decided that was a stupid rule if you care about someone, so after listening to what he had to say, I pulled him in for a kiss.
I need to go to Innis and just read my brains out. I can't believe my mark in that class. FUCK. D+?! I'm not an idiot here! Obviously I was doing something right before this test. Geehhhhhhhhhhhhhh.