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I just woke up and am feeling pretty crappy! I keep getting these nasty little throbbing pains in my upper stomach. Ive had them since yesterday. egh. last night I had and internet high! I was on from 9:30-30:00, god i feel like a loser.
One the things i looked up was CAlArts, the school in LA. It sounds so wonderful I wish I could go. Its like $26,000 a semester! If i could get Financial aid or a scholarship I would be sooo happy.
I feel soo POOR! omg, my mom and my dad are so in ditch right now. They are taking $250 of my moms check away because of some medical bill...for 9 months! and My dad quit his last job because they weren't paying him for the right hours. so now he's going to that Workforce place in Manchester to find a job. He does this sidew thing where he goes out of town for a week at a atime then he stays home for like ever! and that pays $1700 a trip but when he doesn't work for weeks a time it really doesn't matter. Man im lucky if i get new shoes or any kind of clothes for back to school. everyone went shopping already and i keep making excuses for why i haven't and that im going to pretty soon. I usually wouldn't have said something like this because I know Jackie or Crissy are going to read this but I really cant keep hiding it forever. I usually try and play mR. Preppy and Id love to be able to dress and live like Mr. preppy but that time has came and passed...when I lived at Lodi in the new homes. Now im back in the Ghetto...I hate it!
On the brightside of all that School is starting! I cant wait to see what kind of new people we're going to get for orchestra and Band. I want some little punk to be in my sections so i can fuck his ass up... and maybe even a cute/gay guy might come in...as long as he knows theres only one major gay in the band, and thats me!
Today is the 2nd day of camp...I wish I could be there. Nasty ass ditching and shit caused me not to. Right now they're prolly doing sectionals or String practice. :(
dayum these stupid pains wont go away...I think im going to look them up on the web.
-David Michael (thats my stage name for when I become a famous supermodel)
One the things i looked up was CAlArts, the school in LA. It sounds so wonderful I wish I could go. Its like $26,000 a semester! If i could get Financial aid or a scholarship I would be sooo happy.
I feel soo POOR! omg, my mom and my dad are so in ditch right now. They are taking $250 of my moms check away because of some medical bill...for 9 months! and My dad quit his last job because they weren't paying him for the right hours. so now he's going to that Workforce place in Manchester to find a job. He does this sidew thing where he goes out of town for a week at a atime then he stays home for like ever! and that pays $1700 a trip but when he doesn't work for weeks a time it really doesn't matter. Man im lucky if i get new shoes or any kind of clothes for back to school. everyone went shopping already and i keep making excuses for why i haven't and that im going to pretty soon. I usually wouldn't have said something like this because I know Jackie or Crissy are going to read this but I really cant keep hiding it forever. I usually try and play mR. Preppy and Id love to be able to dress and live like Mr. preppy but that time has came and passed...when I lived at Lodi in the new homes. Now im back in the Ghetto...I hate it!
On the brightside of all that School is starting! I cant wait to see what kind of new people we're going to get for orchestra and Band. I want some little punk to be in my sections so i can fuck his ass up... and maybe even a cute/gay guy might come in...as long as he knows theres only one major gay in the band, and thats me!
Today is the 2nd day of camp...I wish I could be there. Nasty ass ditching and shit caused me not to. Right now they're prolly doing sectionals or String practice. :(
dayum these stupid pains wont go away...I think im going to look them up on the web.
-David Michael (thats my stage name for when I become a famous supermodel)