"It doesn't feel right holding someone else's hand..."
hey yall i've been on the busy side the past couple of days so yea i'm doin grandly... i got my bio grade to an awesum 78 no almost F anymore... today i think History was my fav. class, i guess only afew people know why... I think kels is mad at me cuz i turned around 2 ask tim if he wanted 2 go to th movies with all of my friends (he's not) but yea that's like the only time i see him anyways, i thought she was standing behind me i turn around and she walks away and i'm like "kels wait up hey i'm sorry that's the only time i kels WAIT UP -" didn't work she just kept on walking... twas umm interesting...i seriously hope she's not mad...i mean seriously i didn't mean 2 do anything "wrong" ugh oh well friends fight right? and i've been trying 2 not forget asking anyone to the movies cuz that'de be mean...so kels i'm sorry... ok so a reminder to: The Grude- Sunday-call me for details- 6595428 get there early so u can get tickets, i expect them 2 get sold out.. note for agw kids SALLY MIGHT BE THERE.... exciting i know... n Jacks if u read this KT N ME WANT YOU TO COME (and ur b/f) ...hmm i think that aboat covers the movie drama... crap i can't find zach's number i wrote it down n then he got off n i lost it darn it... ok i'm gunna go n do nothing lol...i'm prob just gunna read tonight n finish h/w n all that grand shiznet... ok well call me people i have no plans so i'm gunna be around the house "existing" according to mr.cooke...ok hmm so a general list off the top of my head who is prob. gunna be there sunday i think i shall postm, just 2 post...i think Zach might go (hopefully) so i'll sit by him n vince i suppose i dk the whole deal ok...::call me save me from this place known as boredum:: ~Murphy
Quote Of Le De: - a record here people 2 in one week-
Nick: "It's just air----"
I love lunch lol
Song Of Le De:
"The Ponytail Parades"~Emery
three sleepless nights
this isn't how its supposed to be
but you are so good at taking your time
to get back to me
i will wait for you forever,
if you would just ask me
i thought that i could change you
but you changed me
but it doesn't feel right
holding someone else's hand
together on phone line
and living at two opposite ends
its scares me to think that you could find takers other than me and better than me
but you're head is elsewhere and im talking enough for both of us
when will you see it's not so easy for me
your careless and whispered insulting and bruising
and i thought that you said
things were improving
these laces are untied
but my feet are still walking away
(i fall from you eyes, your eyes i trusted, you said forever)
i never thought that you could say these words
is this really happening?
i never thought that you could say these words
is this really happening?
(don't say...)
i never thought that you could say these words
is this really happening?
(don't say that we can...)
i never thought that you could say these words
is this really happening?
(don't say that we can still be...)
i never thought that you could say these words
is this really happening?
(don't say that we can still be friends)
erase my name from this page
how can you take all these days (what is inside of me what have i done)
and tow them away (is this the only way that you will notice me)
as i sit here waiting for you (dead words for closed ears all this is sung for you)
i stay upnights (if you are still pretending this is what's right)
until stars leave the sky (why cant you look at me can you only see)
knowing what my dreams can take away ( sides, your side, can take away)
walk away from me this night is done
Pic. Of Le De:
just reminded me of some people sometimes