Nov 12, 2005 22:34
I'm tired of playing second fiddle to people you don't like and a game that you hate just because, as you put it, "this is my last year to do these things, Annette." Exactly. Where will they be in the next year? A couple of years from now, when it is just you and me and these folks and these shallow events are a memory, I hope you remember what you chose; Where your priorities are seems to exclude me sometimes. You're abusing what you have, in my opinion. You have me, and you always will. Maybe you should try to take care of what you've got rather than keep gaining things you cannot keep.
I love you. I want you to be happy and go out and gain experiences, but not when I need you. I've had enough with being lower on the ladder than this. I shouldn't be. It always just happens to occur at the most inopportune moments.
Sign your name and be happy, because you're upsetting me more frequently now. Just try to be as understanding as you expect me to be. This is an agreement between two lovers.