Sep 15, 2004 01:42
I walked alone for miles and miles, feet hurting no
water in site. The time seemed to move by so slowly how long must the endless journey be. Was there no end in sight, how long until this suffering must end inside
of me. So lost so alone, the pain to great to bare,
would there be anyone that would come along to show me
love and to show me they really care. I cried to the
wind, but my words where blown away like dust falling
into a bottomless pool of dark water lost and unheard or
seen. Darkness came upon me; it's name, Lonelyness
then it called to me as if it knew my name. I am a very
close friend now sitting all around me, then it shook me
all over saying things like pain, loss, and death. Why
do you choose me why not someone else? Because it
said you choose to be the victim, you bring it on
yourself. I looked down, and didn't really wish to
see all the true things that this friend brought out
from inside of me. My tears now like rain fell, why was
I the one now living in this hell. You choose to look
past, what I show you it said to me, don't you
understand your the one who can change your life and
make it how it should be. All I could do was look down
and shake my head I was thinking wouldn't I be better off dead. Its hand now lifting my chin said to
me, look and as I did there you where sitting with an
old friend; the friend called Lonelyness come to see you
again. I looked into the eye's of Lonelyness, and said
now my journey is through I have found someone just like
me who wants to end their Lonelyness to.
~Striker