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[strikemefancy]

hmm so last night... I made the dumbest decision I've ever made. it was supposed to be something I decided for myself, but I didn't realize at the time how much it would affect others... mostly pertaining to their trust in me. things ended up badly, but they could have been much worse. I know I won't put myself in that situation again. it's

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[strikemefancy]

jaime!

I love you even more. like I said last night, if that had to happen with someone, I was glad I was with you and kate.

definitely not worth it. I'm only making a five year (roughly) promise to myself, but that suggestion is understandable.

don't be sorry I was there... it was all my choice.

my parents are completely fine. my dad's even joking around about it. and my mom said she's not mad, but that she's disappointed I used poor judgement. I'm a lot more worried about yours; your mom looked the most upset out of everyone last night. I hope they're doing better.
I hope your punishment is reasonable, too, and I'm not sure of mine yet. I'm not allowed to be on aim or on the phone today, and I'm pretty much grounded for the weekend. there may be more later, but I think they do realize last night was bad enough, that I'm really sorry, that I regret it all, and that I won't ever make that mistake again.
I really hope you still get to go to hershey.
I've told them about everything else I've done behind their backs... (stealing the unicorn, telling them I was going somewhere not as far away as I really was, and going tanning twice because my mom haaaates that), and I think that's helped to rebuild their trust. but it takes time. and they were actually a lot more upset about how I stole the unicorn, believe it or not.
my mom said I'll definitely still get to hang out with you and kate. I told you she'd be okay with it. my parents know we all made the same mistake.
they do believe me. thank god. do yours?
I'll call you as soon as I'm allowed to.
<3

[sunshinyblueyes]

i was glad it was with you, too. even though no one was really in a good enough place to be calming, just having you there helped. your comment was extremely touching, and at least made me feel slightly better about the situation.

im promising myself til college. at that point, ill reevaluate.

its almost a good thing we were caught.

my dads joking about it too. i think hes calming my mom down a little. my parents are extremely disappointed, and told me that i need to rebuild all of the trust we had established. theyre not giving me a definite time range about grounding... "we'll see". im guessing around three weeks. i also have to write a letter. i cant go to brother rices prom, and possibly not roepers either. i also had to call jamies mom and tell her what happened to make sure i was still welcome. she said she loves me unconditionally, and im welcome at any time. she said my only punishment from her was an extra hug.

im sorry the unicorn had to come out.

my mom agrees on the friends thing. last night, before everyone had calmed down, my dad so no more tony, but theyve since retacted that statement. no more anyone for awhile, but they know we were all in it together, and that we were just good kids making a big mistake. theyre not judging anyone, and youre welcome here anytime after my prison sentence is over.

i wish that was more funny.

maryse is grounded for a month - no cell phone, no car, nothing but school and soccer. garrett and tonys punishments are still pending. i havent talked to chelsea or kate. let me know if you know anything, im VERY worried about cheri.

my parents believed me too. i told them about last weekend with kate, tone, and g. they were most angry about the driving intentions.

call me as SOON as you can. i still have phone/internet privileges.

i love you.