yeah
Yeah so I'm really stressed to about my limits right now
and no I don't want a break, even though I said I did (but thats all worked out now and I still feel like an ass and a horrible girlfriend, but I am finding out that I will always feel that way)
and. I have still not sent in my Skidmore College application which is due Sat and I still have to contact Boston College to send a transcript of my college credits to them and send my transcript to them and Montclair, even though Montclair is less on my mind because I got it in like a month early.
and this stupid history free response essay/question is pissing me off. all today i got information for my question and i just did my bibliography and typed up my notes for myself and i'm still not seeming to be able to get good grades in that class. my grade as of now for parking period two is a 78.8. what is that a C? of course it is because Alvin hates me and is kicking me out so I only have two midterms this year because of that most likely. i have a meeting with him tomorrow second period to chat about all this..
I'M REALLY TICKED OFF!
Plus, I have this stupid like 5 page Lit paper due on monday in which I have to find some common thread between The Little Prince and Tuesdays with Morrie, which both books have become completely nauseating due to the fact that we talk about them all the time in class and its such a bore. and i havn't started that yet, but i'm being given time in class thurs and fri to do it but still.. i will procrastinate. i know me.
and then there's this weekend. yes i don't know whats going on in my mind. i need to get my nails done.. get these fucking fake nails off that are pissing me off and possibly get my hair dyed/did. if i ever remember to come home and make the appointment..
and i dont have a car tomorrow to make matters worse.
so i have to beg my brother- nathaniel (no really he's called dave) to drive me in and then hitch a ride from SOMEONE with cushman to get to his house and have him drive me to and from tech
oh god, in the car with cushman.. i'm scared..
there's a first for everything