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kyle told me he wants to spend the rest of his life with me.. and the weird part is.. i got this feeling in my stomach.. and at this point in time i do too but i dont want to say it or tell him cuz i dunno.. i dont want to get hopes up cuz a lot can change over the years cuz we're both still young and everything.. i know i love him and i'll do anything for him but at the same time i catch myself asking myself questions liek "would u die for him" "if you got preg and he wanted to keep the baby would u" and things that are so like weird.. and shit and i dunno what to say
this morning has just seemed to have lasted an eternity and i am so hungry but i dont have the courage to eat right now.. i dont have the strength... the worst thing i could ever imagine happening right now HAS happened and i'm just like "how SHOULD i act?"
this morning has just seemed to have lasted an eternity and i am so hungry but i dont have the courage to eat right now.. i dont have the strength... the worst thing i could ever imagine happening right now HAS happened and i'm just like "how SHOULD i act?"