May 01, 2009 22:01
it seems as if the people representing the true essence of life suffer the most for it
i emptied my brain today and it took one page of shit. i also visited aaron and aisha in phoenix, my best friends in these parts. i'll probably be selling most of what i own and hitting the road in late august. no point in working just to pay rent. met a girl i really like, she might come too. she's pretty intense. beautiful singer and songwriter. reminds me of the few positive aspects i've seen in my mother. called allison. still love her with a lot, just in a better way i guess. going to puerto rico in june. skated my first mini ramp. got drunk and wandered through phoenix while picking flowers for the pretty girl, but left them to shrivel in the sun when i drove away at 4am. i'm cut and bruised, tired from working all day and being drunk all night. a lot has been happening, i just don't have so much to say. stopped burning my bridges, as much as want to with one person in particular. life's too short.
love,
james