hey im back
wowza
thought i would never right in this thing again....it always makes me sound so emo...prolly cuz the point of a journal is a way to put down your problems....so you realize that it is a problem i guessss....me dont know....well lately has been like a snowball effect....and im just cruising in the middle of all the mess i guess.....im signed up for juggernaut as of tommorow :) woot woot you should all go to juggernaut.....and im planning on the mission trip being a go....even though its all in the air....i feel like God is calling me to step outside of this little bubble and try to do things for other people than me...a little serving never hurt anyone...and i also see it as a way that God is almost testing my faith....bc my parents are not going to help me much at all with the cost....so i have to raise it all...and alot of it will prolly have to come out of my own money.....so im having to turn down thigns that cost money.....like mountasia with jeremy.....but hey im fine with that.....helping little ninos from puerto rico and telling them about God (Who is pure joy) would make me feel better than any video game movie or putt putt golf.....and im considering getting two jobs....i have to talk to my dad about it.....working at like a randalls or krogers and then the days i have off working for my dad....to make sure i can lay down the money for camp....i hope jeremy is right about the money due date being a little flexible....cuz i might need that....and well me and candace have been having little fights....but i think all that is going to be over and we willl be happy together again....yo espero...i missed talking to her and telling her things and being happy and smiling alot....maybe thats all coming back.....yo espero....well have fun children.....bye
Eric
P.S. for all you non spanish speaking people.....one of yo espero's meanings is i hope....thank you and goodnite.....ill be here all week
thought i would never right in this thing again....it always makes me sound so emo...prolly cuz the point of a journal is a way to put down your problems....so you realize that it is a problem i guessss....me dont know....well lately has been like a snowball effect....and im just cruising in the middle of all the mess i guess.....im signed up for juggernaut as of tommorow :) woot woot you should all go to juggernaut.....and im planning on the mission trip being a go....even though its all in the air....i feel like God is calling me to step outside of this little bubble and try to do things for other people than me...a little serving never hurt anyone...and i also see it as a way that God is almost testing my faith....bc my parents are not going to help me much at all with the cost....so i have to raise it all...and alot of it will prolly have to come out of my own money.....so im having to turn down thigns that cost money.....like mountasia with jeremy.....but hey im fine with that.....helping little ninos from puerto rico and telling them about God (Who is pure joy) would make me feel better than any video game movie or putt putt golf.....and im considering getting two jobs....i have to talk to my dad about it.....working at like a randalls or krogers and then the days i have off working for my dad....to make sure i can lay down the money for camp....i hope jeremy is right about the money due date being a little flexible....cuz i might need that....and well me and candace have been having little fights....but i think all that is going to be over and we willl be happy together again....yo espero...i missed talking to her and telling her things and being happy and smiling alot....maybe thats all coming back.....yo espero....well have fun children.....bye
Eric
P.S. for all you non spanish speaking people.....one of yo espero's meanings is i hope....thank you and goodnite.....ill be here all week