Bad times and bad things
Hey, I returned home last night at 3:42. Well yeah, I expected things to be bad, but they are awful. First of all, Ellyssa Bennet is back. Oh, Fucking Joy! Of all the bitchy supervisors last year, she was the worst. Yeah there I said it. She was the biggest bitch and Robert just needs to re think his crap and realize that Jessica made a mistake last year picking her. Big mistake. BITCH! Secondly I got to the place and everyone is like, "You need to hide from Amanda C." Yeah. I talked with Tom over the phone and like... Well she had left a recording on my phone and like she was talking about how Tom thinks that she wants to date me and that she Does (she admitted it on the message) and that she would see me on thursday because I worked on that day and that she had checked my schedual. OMG, I dont really know what to say to someone like that. Im no good with girls that obsess over me. Give me one that puts me in my place any day over one of those... Hell I dont know what Im going to do. I htink that I just need to find myself anouther girlfriend so that she cant feel the same way. ::Sigh:: Well I guess people told her that me and Kelley are going out. Thats kinda funny, because people really helped me sell it. Like me and Kelly walked past her holding hands and she said, "Come sit over here with me hun" when at In-service but I think Kelley is having second thoughts... I really dont know what Im gonna do. ::sigh:: Things should not work this way. But then it really is Tom's fault that this is happening. Like he talked with her and told her that I wanted to ask her out and he hella sold the idea to her that I liked her and that I was a good guy. Im not a good guy anymore. How many have seen me help any fucking person or even care about people that r hurting in the last month or so. Damn right, because I dont care anymore. God damn. I work tomorrow, and like I gotta take care of some stuff. Cant work thursday and need to get it off. ::sigh:: I wanna go out tonight and meet some new people. Not something I do often and really could use a nice random girl. Maybe have a one night stand. Gotta find a lighter too. Started smoking a little, not much. Please dont approach me about this as a problem. Its not a bad habit yet, just something I do. And DO NOT STEAL MY LIGHTER LIKE ROBERT DID! Damn thats pissen me off. Sorry for blaming Bryan and Javon for the dissappearance. Unless Robert didnt take it he says he didnt but Im sure he did. He's like, "What do u need a lighter for then if u dont smoke." Im like, just give it back please. I dunno, I gotta get outa my house now. Im gonna leave so yeah, Im... Im not good right now. Later folks.
- J
- J