My 1st Live Journal
Just when u thought Live journal was safe... Thats right, good ol' Jamsey Poopers gets one. I figure people can't always go to my Blurty to check on me, so I'm going to use this unless I wanna do a blurty. Hmmmm... This weekend was quick though... Like If there was no Spring break I would feel I wasted a buncha time. Yesterday (not actually yesterday, but it feels like it cause right now its 1:50 in the morning and like I havent slept tonight so its still kinda like yesterday so when I say yesterday I mean Saturday) was fun, but in a lazy sorta way. Like me, I got to bed kinda late Friday... Wait no I didnt. But like I still slept in hella late and probbaly would have slept more had I not been awoken by my phone. See, I have everyone set on different Ringtones, and very few of them will wake me up, cause In my mind I have set faces to each ringtone and if its someone that I really ned to talk to I will wake for it. Otherwise I will just let it ring and fall back asleep. Well, The ringtone I heard was Tchicowski, and for those of you who know my rings (lets face it only I know all my rings, and all my ppl) that means Rebecca Miller. Now many who know my history will be like, "Why answer for her?" and the answer to that is, "Don't ask questions about myself and Miss Rebecca, because that is where there are always exceptions to logical thinking". Well, I awoke for her, and talked, and at first I was all smiles and stuff, but then I was like telling myself. I can't believe I woke up for this, and ot kinda bitter sounding around the end of the conversation. (Ex. Rebecca: "I guess I should let you get back to sleeping." James: "Yeah, I would appreciate that.") See, nothing too bitter but subtle remarks like that will pave the way for my big... Well, something that a few know about, but not enough for me to talk about... Um well soon after that call I woke myself up, ate, and started reading. Almost finished the novel Im re-reading cause Im re-reading all my favorite books, and this was one of my favorites (I finished the book later that day). After reading for a while, Javon called asking whether I wanted to spend the night, and I was like, "Hell yeah!" havent had a good sleepover there in hella long and always like spending time with my buddies. Well, he was gettin off work at like 8:00 and was going to call when he did so I had several hors to waste. My first thought was to call up HD and see what she was doing, but I smelled pretty bad from just laying in bed all day, so I decided to take a shower and see where that took me. Sometimes I like to just stand in the shower and think cause I feel very open-minded when in there. Well, after thinking, I decided to go visit Lynette after like hella days since my last visit. Like I had been meaning to, cuz long ago I had a problem and wanted an impartial opinion of it, and while Ive kinda worked it out, I still wanted to talk to her about it. We ended up having anouther good 'ol James and Lynette 3-4 hour conversation, and most of ours usually turn out to be, and I enjoyed it. Javon called just before she had to go and like I didnt answer it cuz its rude to be on a cell phone when ppl are talking with you, and that is something I will stick to no matter what. Well, I called Javon back and we decided to go rent a game and watch Family Guy while at his house. I got things together and we played games that night till like 3:00 after the time change. Well, after taking out my contacts, my eyes hurt like hell so I decided that I should leave Javon's house and head home becasue I didn't want to wake up with my eyes really hurtin me and be a burden on him and family. I left and made my way home (A difficult car drive after ur brain is half asleep and eyes hurtin) I worte a note to parents as to why I was home, and asked them not to wake me. Thankfully they did not and I was happy for it. Slept pretty late into today and pretty much rested through all of it. I started the seventh book in my favorite series (I was on book 6 the day before) and read like anouther 150 pages. Tomorrow/Later today I intend to have anouther day of rest for my eyes meaning no contacts, but I think I might leave the house if I feel liek it. The boys are getting restless, and I think I should go out tomarrow night. I wish I could have made it to HD's/Shumacher's today for the BBQ, but like, eyes were just hurtin too bad. Wonder why Sarah called me as oppose to HD calling me. Always good to have word from either, but maybe my cuteness is starting to rub off on Sarah lol. Hee Hee. Good thing she doesnt read this shit, cause she would break my nose, and then probably eat it, then regurgitate it, and then have it dried and make a keychain outa it, which she would sell to someone calling it a magical wishing nose. Wow... it is getting late... My brain works funny when I have been up for long hours. Though this is when the creativity inside me works the best. See now would be a good time to write in my novel. I think I will. Anyways,maybe I will see everyone later today/tomarrow for me. And if not, then u may get a random call.
OH YEAH! Almost forgot to mention it, cause its kinda not written in stone. JAMES ASKED SOMEONE TO PROM!!! WOW! Like it went something like this. Thursday I had been planning to, and didn't want to take the chance that maybe she wouldnt show up for school Friday being that it was senior ditch day. Well, when fourth period hit, I was ready for it (she is in my 4th period class and names Nicole Olivera) Well, 4th period came and went, and like the last few days I had been toying with the idea in my head so always waited for her to leave the class before I did. I dunno why, But its something I do, like just in case I grew balls at the end of the class. Even helped her put some things away. Well, Thursday I walked outt he same time she did (not a coincidence, I had a hand in that) and like was so close, but then, couldn't... Sukhpreet who had become one of my best friends over the year was saying things like, "You wont do it", and even bet me, but like in the end I just count do it. I felt badly the rest of the day feeling like I wasted yet anouther day before prom. Well, 6th period approached and like Sukh asked and I told the truth and like I remembered that she was in the class next to mine and I was going to try and ask her after class, and Sukh told me if I didnt do it that he would walk up to her and ask and embarrass me, so that gave me the incentive I needed to ask her. Unfortunanatly she never came outa the class, so we just walked away and hoped for a better tomarrow. Well, tomarrow came with Spring break on the brink. I awoke and my eyes hurt a little, but I was still determined that today would be the day. Got ready, and looked good as always, made it through the first three classes, and even scored really high on my AP stats quiz (anouther perfect score, but everyone did really well, even Javon, Bryan, and Sukh). Well, 3rd period ended and fourth came pretty quickly, and Sukh wanted to go into the class to make sure I did it right then, but I shood him away and went through the class. Messed up a few times tryin to draw, mostly cause I wasn't really thinking about the drawing, and the end of class came pretty quickly. Got ready and once again waited for Nicole helping her clean up her mess, and I exited alongside her. I got to the point right outside the door, and... froze... Once gain I couldn't do anything. But MY body followed her. Not sure what I was doing, or why I was following her, I just kinda went along for the ride. Finally I called her name, and that was the hardest part I think. Maybe not, it was all kinda hard, but It was a start, which was always tough for me. I smiled of coarse, and knowing well that she knew I was following her, said, "So, do you feel like I'm stalking you?" She answered with, "No, not quite yet." I smiled and lowered my voice saying, "How about now?" She smiled back and said, "Kinda, but maybe not a stalker yet." During this we were still moving, if a little slower then before and I had butterflies attcking my stomach and was just wishing that I could get the words out. I smiled a little more, "See now you can feel my piercing gaze, following you, and I'm pretty sure I've reached stalker status now!" A small laugh from her told me things were going okay, and she said, "Yeah, your deffinently getting there" Finally I pushed my sunglasses down and said, "See now that the sungalsses are down, you I can look at you and your not quite sure if I am, but you think I am which is deffinantly stalker like." She then admitted to me being a stalker, both of us laughing a little. Then, as if pulling the question seemingly from no where, and knowing that time was short I asked her, "Nicole, will you go to Prom with me." that it seemed hit her out of no where cause she took a second to process it. I'd like to say her answer is yes, and while it would hurt to say the answer is no, neither are what she said. As so many more before me, or so I've heard, I got this answer, "Oh... Well, you see, I really wanted this one person to ask me but... I don't know... Its like I put all my hopes into him asking me, and if he doesnt..." See I think she didnt want me to feel like a second choice, which is understandablke cause shes a sweetheart, but like, at that point I just didn't care what the answer was so long as it wasn't a dream. She finally said, "Give me until the end of spring break at I will have an answer for you when we get back." So, while not the most favorable response in the world It was still an okay one. Plus now I know that I can do it, which will make doing it again (worst case scenario she says no) a breeze. I hope she says yes though, cause she really is a cool person. Maybe even as cool as me. Well everyone, Im heading to bed, sorry my first livjournal is so long. hee hee. G'night.
OH YEAH! Almost forgot to mention it, cause its kinda not written in stone. JAMES ASKED SOMEONE TO PROM!!! WOW! Like it went something like this. Thursday I had been planning to, and didn't want to take the chance that maybe she wouldnt show up for school Friday being that it was senior ditch day. Well, when fourth period hit, I was ready for it (she is in my 4th period class and names Nicole Olivera) Well, 4th period came and went, and like the last few days I had been toying with the idea in my head so always waited for her to leave the class before I did. I dunno why, But its something I do, like just in case I grew balls at the end of the class. Even helped her put some things away. Well, Thursday I walked outt he same time she did (not a coincidence, I had a hand in that) and like was so close, but then, couldn't... Sukhpreet who had become one of my best friends over the year was saying things like, "You wont do it", and even bet me, but like in the end I just count do it. I felt badly the rest of the day feeling like I wasted yet anouther day before prom. Well, 6th period approached and like Sukh asked and I told the truth and like I remembered that she was in the class next to mine and I was going to try and ask her after class, and Sukh told me if I didnt do it that he would walk up to her and ask and embarrass me, so that gave me the incentive I needed to ask her. Unfortunanatly she never came outa the class, so we just walked away and hoped for a better tomarrow. Well, tomarrow came with Spring break on the brink. I awoke and my eyes hurt a little, but I was still determined that today would be the day. Got ready, and looked good as always, made it through the first three classes, and even scored really high on my AP stats quiz (anouther perfect score, but everyone did really well, even Javon, Bryan, and Sukh). Well, 3rd period ended and fourth came pretty quickly, and Sukh wanted to go into the class to make sure I did it right then, but I shood him away and went through the class. Messed up a few times tryin to draw, mostly cause I wasn't really thinking about the drawing, and the end of class came pretty quickly. Got ready and once again waited for Nicole helping her clean up her mess, and I exited alongside her. I got to the point right outside the door, and... froze... Once gain I couldn't do anything. But MY body followed her. Not sure what I was doing, or why I was following her, I just kinda went along for the ride. Finally I called her name, and that was the hardest part I think. Maybe not, it was all kinda hard, but It was a start, which was always tough for me. I smiled of coarse, and knowing well that she knew I was following her, said, "So, do you feel like I'm stalking you?" She answered with, "No, not quite yet." I smiled and lowered my voice saying, "How about now?" She smiled back and said, "Kinda, but maybe not a stalker yet." During this we were still moving, if a little slower then before and I had butterflies attcking my stomach and was just wishing that I could get the words out. I smiled a little more, "See now you can feel my piercing gaze, following you, and I'm pretty sure I've reached stalker status now!" A small laugh from her told me things were going okay, and she said, "Yeah, your deffinently getting there" Finally I pushed my sunglasses down and said, "See now that the sungalsses are down, you I can look at you and your not quite sure if I am, but you think I am which is deffinantly stalker like." She then admitted to me being a stalker, both of us laughing a little. Then, as if pulling the question seemingly from no where, and knowing that time was short I asked her, "Nicole, will you go to Prom with me." that it seemed hit her out of no where cause she took a second to process it. I'd like to say her answer is yes, and while it would hurt to say the answer is no, neither are what she said. As so many more before me, or so I've heard, I got this answer, "Oh... Well, you see, I really wanted this one person to ask me but... I don't know... Its like I put all my hopes into him asking me, and if he doesnt..." See I think she didnt want me to feel like a second choice, which is understandablke cause shes a sweetheart, but like, at that point I just didn't care what the answer was so long as it wasn't a dream. She finally said, "Give me until the end of spring break at I will have an answer for you when we get back." So, while not the most favorable response in the world It was still an okay one. Plus now I know that I can do it, which will make doing it again (worst case scenario she says no) a breeze. I hope she says yes though, cause she really is a cool person. Maybe even as cool as me. Well everyone, Im heading to bed, sorry my first livjournal is so long. hee hee. G'night.