what have I been up to?
So I've heard a lot of rumors about what I have been doing lately. Almost all of it has been untrue. I have been accused of sleeping with people's husbands and boyfriends. NOT true. I have been accused of spreading rumors about other people and getting into people's personal lives when I don't belong there. NOT true.
I left Omaha not too long ago because there was a situation in my life that was causing me a great amount of emotional stress. I admit it, I was too weak to stand up to things there. So I left. I went home. A safe haven in the chaos that had become my life. I needed some time to work things out in my head. I needed some time away from the middle of everything. Each person telling me something different and after spending the better part of a year crying, I didn't know who to believe. I was tired of everything and life shouldn't be that way. So I left. I ended that chapter in my life. I have not abandonded the people just the drama. I am now working through a lot of emotional baggage that I have carried for way too long. I know that my *real* friends will understand what I am doing and not pass judgement on me. For those of you who chose to believe the rumors about me, you obviously don't know much about me and that makes me sad. I stopped playing in the Cam for the time being, I might come back in "the new world", but for right now I need the time off. My changeling character was handed off to the ST for his use. Claudia died fighting Set, Carolyn is dead, Dutchess and Jaylene and Melanie were handed off to the ST. My sabbat character has gone to the sun after losing two generations and over 45 xp because of it. Any other characters I may have had that I don't remember or didn't put in here are dead. I am also changing my email address since the last one was based on Claudia. I will continue to read that email addy for a couple of months until I get my address book changed over. However, the new one will be given strictly on a need to know basis. This will be a slow process so please, if you don't get it right away, don't automatically assume that I'm disowning you. It just means that I'm damn slow :)
I left Omaha not too long ago because there was a situation in my life that was causing me a great amount of emotional stress. I admit it, I was too weak to stand up to things there. So I left. I went home. A safe haven in the chaos that had become my life. I needed some time to work things out in my head. I needed some time away from the middle of everything. Each person telling me something different and after spending the better part of a year crying, I didn't know who to believe. I was tired of everything and life shouldn't be that way. So I left. I ended that chapter in my life. I have not abandonded the people just the drama. I am now working through a lot of emotional baggage that I have carried for way too long. I know that my *real* friends will understand what I am doing and not pass judgement on me. For those of you who chose to believe the rumors about me, you obviously don't know much about me and that makes me sad. I stopped playing in the Cam for the time being, I might come back in "the new world", but for right now I need the time off. My changeling character was handed off to the ST for his use. Claudia died fighting Set, Carolyn is dead, Dutchess and Jaylene and Melanie were handed off to the ST. My sabbat character has gone to the sun after losing two generations and over 45 xp because of it. Any other characters I may have had that I don't remember or didn't put in here are dead. I am also changing my email address since the last one was based on Claudia. I will continue to read that email addy for a couple of months until I get my address book changed over. However, the new one will be given strictly on a need to know basis. This will be a slow process so please, if you don't get it right away, don't automatically assume that I'm disowning you. It just means that I'm damn slow :)