Nov 03, 2009 12:44
What better place to do my blogging than in my computer programming course, where I'm getting a 96% and I don't really have to do much. At least going to class motivates me to get out of the house. I can easily say I've spent more time doing work (job related) this semester than any other time. I remember I used to just go to class, and go home. I spent a lot more time doing lazy things at home, not accomplishing much. I'm happy to say that I've been keeping myself productive this time around.
When I look back at my posts in a blog, I tend to forget the original purpose of a blog. Sometimes it goes from being a place where a person is writing about memories or thoughts, to a place where a person can indirectly send messages and statements to other people while keeping the intended recipient anonymous. I'm going to try and keep it to a standard. (Probably) Weekly postings just talking about myself, what's been going on, what I think back on, etc etc etc etc.
I've been working alot less, but alot more at the same time. I've made it so that I can get more days off at the trade of more hours on certain days. By more hours, I mean 14 a day. Its good pay, no complaints. Work, however, seems to have a lot of complaints with me. I've been almost fired twice in two weeks. I have to keep a strong head on my shoulders. I get worried alot. Sometimes I get worried too much.
Everyday I wake up with a smile on my face. I always start the day thinking positive. It always depends on the day's events, however, that determine how the evening turns out. I would like to think that no matter how things get, I try to keep things from getting under my skin.
I've always been a person who just tries to enjoy life, not make other people's lives hard, and be as stress free as possible. I don't like fighting. I don't like arguing. I don't like being a dick to people. I don't like mistreating people. I seldom do. I don't feel good about it. I don't think anyone should. No one should want to be angry. That's just how I feel. I don't like being put in positions where I get mad, or angry.
I'm not going to act the same anymore. Time to man up.